Wow, I don't know if the op appreciates the dose of realism you dispensed but let me ask if you looked at your post in print before you posted it. If you didn't, this is actually how it reads. If you did and still posted it, you might want to pay attention at your next corporate sensitivity training seminar. The power of healing is contained in the human spirit. Part of that is believing that your body can heal with intervention. All the intervention in the world will do nothing when you think you can't beat it. And beating it is surviving beyond expectation. Keep up the fight Itfchaos, you will camp again and again.